Hey,
so brittany had one baby and my mom is going to get it, and i cant have it. Which i think is so fucked up. I feel like its my dog so i should get it, and i should name it, and it should belong to me. But my moms a stupid bitch and believes that ever since she came back to the house from kevins she can do whatever she wants to me and i know it must piss her off whenever i dont listen to her and let her know that i am not scared of her, or anyone else. Ive put up with her and my dads bullshit all my life, and im closer that ever to getting on with my life and doing what i want, and if she continues to treat me this way that i can pretty much garantee that i will have nothing to with her at all, ill occasionally call my brother, see my brother and give money to him but she can rot in hell, everyone always says that you need to have your mother in your life but i really dont believe all that, not when your mother has a "chemical imbalance, and nerve problems" he famous excuses for being the dumbass that she is.
But enough of that, my father hasnt exactly been DAD OF THE YEAR, he wont let me get a job, when he doesnt have a good day at work he takes his anger on me and terry, which i wont take, i refuse to handle his problems, and he will get the fuck out of my face before i grab a goddamn base ball bat and hit him in his head. Just the other day he flipped out on me in the grocery store, he kept getting aggrivated at everything that i wanted, im sorry that i want to eat healthy...god forbid.

Yesterday i went to the movies and out to eat with linda, ashley and her boyfriend: i really liked it. I always wish that when my family goes out to eat we could laugh, be civil and just talk...not yell. Its pretty much garanteed that by time we get out of the drive way one person is aggrivated and by time we get home the whole family is biting each others head off. well, i have to go
i needed to get that off of my chest

-Randie