okay, so im alone... and i feel so lost in my head.

noone understands me... i just dont get enough time to explain myself half the time, and that really doesnt matter because i cant get my point across without sounding like a pyscho.

::sigh:: im the first to admit that i have a problem...i have problems!

i get too attached to certain people...

im one of those people who. CARE TOO MUCH...

i cry when i dont want to...and when i need to, i cant.

i do a lot of drugs, i would rather see life through the...loser point of view

i hate myself.

there is nothing about myself that i feel is worth anything.

i dont want to live anymore. i think of suicide often...several times a day.

after my 10 grand. im sure ill do it. im just so fucking sad.

-Randie