hello, my old friend.

i miss this here blog. So many times ive written in this a couple years ago. Ive been so depressed lately. My fucking shit head roomates moved out on me. NO, let me rephrase that,  my fucking cunt face "friends"--- they left me stranded. Just didnt even care that, I would be struggling harder than ever, with a pathetic check that i have.  I hate them so much right now, i feel so used. LIke i wasted all that time on them, just for them to "not care"

it has seriously driven me to the point that i cant truly care about someone... much less trust them. It hurts so bad. i wanted them to be there for awhile. things were going so well, at least they were starting to. Robi got a job, i got a job, ALlen had a nice ass job, i was starting to get my car fixed, things were getting better.

BUT NO.

 they went running scared to cracktown enid.

i wish i could just get over it, its been over a week and half and im still stressing over it like it happened yesterday.

shoot me,

please

-Randie