http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/ Never Fullfilled Fri, 14 Jul 2006 16:40:01 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2006. Books Actors Small Business http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/archive/27.html Sat, 15 Jul 2006 00:33:53 GMT hello, my old friend. i miss this here blog. So many times ive written in this a couple years ago. Ive been so depressed lately. My fucking shit head roomates moved out on me. NO, let me rephrase that, my fucking cunt face "friends"--- they left me stranded. Just didnt even care that, I would be struggling harder than ever, with a pathetic check that i have. I hate them so much right now, i feel so used. LIke i wasted all that time on them, just for them to "not care" it has seriously driven me to the point that i cant truly care about someone... much less trust them. It hurts so bad. i... (more) http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/comments?id=27 http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/archive/26.html Mon, 12 Jun 2006 22:06:14 GMT hello darling. My secret blog, that i have been neglecting. i havent been up to a lot. AManda just left, and let me tell you. i want to just blow my head off, i dont know why i put up with her shit, and im not taking it anymore. ive pretty much decided that i am not even going to be an effort to be here friend. as a matter of fact, i dont plan on being friends with anyone anymore. Poeple are just so so so fucking good at pushing me to a point. I want to shoot everyone at my house, i cant stand to be there, i just want to hang out at my moms the whole day. and then dread the fact that... (more) http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/comments?id=26 http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/archive/25.html Thu, 02 Mar 2006 07:08:16 GMT okay, so im alone... and i feel so lost in my head. noone understands me... i just dont get enough time to explain myself half the time, and that really doesnt matter because i cant get my point across without sounding like a pyscho. ::sigh:: im the first to admit that i have a problem...i have problems! i get too attached to certain people... im one of those people who. CARE TOO MUCH... i cry when i dont want to...and when i need to, i cant. i do a lot of drugs, i would rather see life through the...loser point of view i hate myself. there is nothing about myself that i feel is... (more) http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/comments?id=25 http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/archive/24.html Sun, 01 May 2005 19:05:27 GMT Hey, so brittany had one baby and my mom is going to get it, and i cant have it. Which i think is so fucked up. I feel like its my dog so i should get it, and i should name it, and it should belong to me. But my moms a stupid bitch and believes that ever since she came back to the house from kevins she can do whatever she wants to me and i know it must piss her off whenever i dont listen to her and let her know that i am not scared of her, or anyone else. Ive put up with her and my dads bullshit all my life, and im closer that ever to getting on with my life and doing what i want, and if... (more) http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/comments?id=24 http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/archive/23.html Sun, 20 Feb 2005 13:53:31 GMT I have to admit that i kinda forgot about this little site, and god know ive needed it sometimes. hmm, iam doing SOOOO much better, but i still get in these pissed off modes. To where if someone says something stupid i just want to kick them in their fucking faces. i was looking through my old entries and i have to admit that when i am sad, i write some good stuff. At times i wish i could be like that again... sick isnt it? i was so poetic, i havnet written a poem in forever but that could be the fact that im off of coricidin now. hmmm..dunno -RANDIE http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/comments?id=23 http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/archive/21.html Sat, 25 Dec 2004 17:00:18 GMT http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/comments?id=21 http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/archive/20.html Wed, 08 Dec 2004 03:22:25 GMT Hello Hello, so i am back. Fuck, i went to a mental institution. ME, randie the great???? wtf, i shouldnt be in a place like that, but what do you know i was. I tried to kill myself on November 30, 2004...i slit my wrists and oviously it didnt work..DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT. My parents saw that i needed help and sent me to Hattiesburg to Pinegrove hospital and i stayed there for 7 days. UGH, it was horrid, i wanted to die in there, i wont cut anymore just for the fact that i dont want to go back to that hell hole. Now that i am back in the real world i am faced with the same ol same... (more) http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/comments?id=20 http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/archive/19.html Tue, 30 Nov 2004 01:11:50 GMT GRR school is back, i hate school. i have a shit load of homework and normally i would be like hmm oh well, ill do it later...but i am actually going to do it because i am actually going to try to finish school and at least pass the 10th grade. Michael came to school this morning and in the middle of our conversation he was all like uhh i am suspended today. Oh yeah. Mark was like you need to get off the school property because you can get taken to jouvenile for trespassing, and the way our school is...im sure they will. haha but he just went into the bathroom and his fahza picked him up.... (more) http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/comments?id=19 http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/archive/18.html Tue, 30 Nov 2004 01:02:49 GMT FRESH BLOOD! -Randie http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/comments?id=18 http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/archive/17.html Mon, 29 Nov 2004 03:21:18 GMT so who needs to be sad in the world when drugs can fix that? ha! im just fucking with ya. I just got home from falons house and it was grand. i had fun with michael, falon, and Brandon. we drove to town and everything, but my parents cant know becuase i didnt ask, and hate it so much when they yell at me. GAh, i just want to blow my head off. -Randie http://unwantedbyhim.blogdrive.com/comments?id=17